My Bro showed me the life...

Chennai,!! i ve been in chennai for the past 4 yrs... but ma bro's visit to chennai for just two weekends showed me things i ve never seen nd never ll have, nd places i ve never been nd never would ve gone if it wasn for him..
This is a tribute to ma brother for showin me the life.. though he actually ruined my so called "SAVINGS"... (More on this COMING SOON..)

The Hubris of the defeated....

well, am the defeated..(as always). There is nothin more to do.. wats d0ne is done.. Unless they perfect time travel nd let me travel through time.. tats very unlikely(as if u wouldn know tat).. but am just stressin ma point here.. which is tat i still remain defeated(Fuck life).
IT all started when..... !!?? well, it all started when i was born damnit, nd it again started when i was allocated to a project with this guy.. it was all goin well until one day i had to take leave for reasons which i cannot publish in this blog, and which when exposed will take ma life away(Not literaly offcourse).. so i needed a leave and i went to inform ma so called PL, and he thought i was askin his permission.. tat thought never really crossed ma mind.. but he started yellin tat leave is not possible at this crucial time(am not sure wat was crucial till nw)... And the next day i obviously took leave.. i couldn miss tat appointment which was fixed about a sem(6 months) ago.. I din really care abt the consequences(as always).. and the next day when i thought i was gonna be yelled at for hours.. amazingly he din say a word to me.. tats exactly the beginin of the end.. and i was fucked till eternity..(or tats wat i thought..)

Confidence is the key..

well, One might ve noticed tat in some EA Sports like fifa or cricket. they show the team or players lvl of confidence.. the higher the confidence the better they perform.. This is the true sense is reflected in real life very much.. i always sense a confidence bar by ma side nd no matter how i try to fool maself tat am confident.. it amazingly shows me the right lvl, which is no close to the desired lvl.. My every move kinda depends on this bar even the way i walk.. so its really important to bring up the lvl.. Thhrought this week tat lvl was really down nd the consequences were really just a blow which even worsened the situation... feellni seleyp.. wll eb bcak.......

Not just a car...

After a sluggish week nd even more sluggish weekend, i finally decide to put somethin(watever comes) into this space.. So lets start off....

I ve come to realize that it is indeed difficult when we lose some luxury tat we are used to, even a trivial one.. just think for once how it would be if television remotes dont work, how frustrating it would be to watch TV?! and this goes for all the cases..
like in the Quote "What do all men of power want?? - More power" and wat would ppl livin in grt luxury possibly need..? (greater luxury offcourse).
But to go back a step... to lose ur powers.. is nearly unthinkable.. tats wat keeps ppl motivated.. everyone needs a better lifestyle. tats wat ppl strive for, noone wants to be leftout..
In a way its not really good to be content with wat we have.. It kinda stops you from tryin to make yourselves better.
Yeah, needs make a man.. ever heard of some socrates story in which he almost drowns a man who asks him the secret of success. nd he comes out everytime no matter how hard he pushes him inside water.. nd when he's finally out. he tells if u want success as badly as u needed air inside u ll surely get it... hell right. u cant stop a man who is determined to get wat he wants..
So just go for it...


am writin this as for some reason ma car was not workin for the past week.. nd it was really tough..

one might ask 'all this fuss for a car????' Its not just a car.. its freedom.. and tats all one needs..

Hope to be back here in a good mood next time...