The Hubris of the defeated....

well, am the defeated..(as always). There is nothin more to do.. wats d0ne is done.. Unless they perfect time travel nd let me travel through time.. tats very unlikely(as if u wouldn know tat).. but am just stressin ma point here.. which is tat i still remain defeated(Fuck life).
IT all started when..... !!?? well, it all started when i was born damnit, nd it again started when i was allocated to a project with this guy.. it was all goin well until one day i had to take leave for reasons which i cannot publish in this blog, and which when exposed will take ma life away(Not literaly offcourse).. so i needed a leave and i went to inform ma so called PL, and he thought i was askin his permission.. tat thought never really crossed ma mind.. but he started yellin tat leave is not possible at this crucial time(am not sure wat was crucial till nw)... And the next day i obviously took leave.. i couldn miss tat appointment which was fixed about a sem(6 months) ago.. I din really care abt the consequences(as always).. and the next day when i thought i was gonna be yelled at for hours.. amazingly he din say a word to me.. tats exactly the beginin of the end.. and i was fucked till eternity..(or tats wat i thought..)